Laugh.

When people disappoint you, you get to play the victim and be angry and whatnot but when you disappoint yourself?

The overwhelming misery just makes you laugh.When you do stop though, it's like a blackout in your mind. Just stare on. Stare on.

If I can go back to being a lazy arse moron who don't give a shit about her marks (and still make it, somehow, in the end), I would. I wish there's a switch for these kinds of things.