SACE 2010

Words failed me. Alhamdulillah. Many thanks to Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

This just shows what a whiny bastard I have been this past 1 and a half years. But then again, I honestly felt like a schmuck doomed to fail miserably. Thought the most I could get was TER70. All I hoped for was a TER85, 90 didn't even cross my mind. TER94.50? Not even in my wildest dreams. Gosh. Mostly, I'm very very grateful that I scraped a B for Maths! WHEW. Also proves that with AUSMAT, IT IS NEVER TOO LATE.

My house mates did MUCH much better than I, TER99.15 and TER99.35.They're much deserving. Insanely brilliant, hard working whiz kids they are. Lovely people too. University of Otago will be welcoming these future pharmacists with open arms.

I hope LOTS of us AUSMAT21 from INTEC will be able to pass the cut-off point and fly to Australia or New Zealand. I sincerely do.

I've also called JPA already. The officer's very pleased with my vouchable TER. Thus the possibility of JPA allowing me to take up Psychology is not nil. I even had the nerve to inquire about a change of country from New Zealand to Australia but to no avail. So, I'm going to aim for University of Wellington, Victoria (Not that I'm giving up on UNSW, Australia entirely. I'm quite presistent, so I'm still gonna try my luck. Sue me).

Thanking people who've helped me here would be quite silly since they won't be reading this. So, no cheesy thank yous here. I've already said em' to the people that matters.

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P.S: Right, a second ago, I got mail form UNSW. Sent me a bunch of stuff, leaflets, freebies and the like. IS THIS NOT A SIGN? D: 

16th December

It's official, this Thursday (16th December 2010) my S.A.C.E results will be released online at 8 A.M Adelaide, Australian time, which is approximately 5.30 A.M Malaysian time. 

It all boils down to this. I've been trying to gauge what sort of result I'd get. Just so I won't be caught off guard in an unpleasant way. It makes me laugh that I actually applied for psychology to ALL of the universities. What a joke. Me, a shrink. 

*sigh*

Been sleeping on the floor. Reminds me of college where I just can't bear sleeping on the bed unless it's night time because of the heat. Hence, I'm pretty darn sore. Keeps myself from thinking of depressive shit too much. Also, mom's been shouting at me a lot these days. Nothing new but I don't know, I just wish we're not heading to a point of no return. It's like, she's either mad at me for some shit I said or did/didn't do or simply civil. She hates my guts and I? Just don't care anymore. The only solution I see is to not talk to her too much because if we do, 60% of the time she get's pissed off. Heck, she even goes ballistic if I don't talk to her. 

I'm the 'difficult' middle child. It's probably an occupational hazard. Certainly, I'm the one at fault because she's the parent. Children are ingrates. To blame parents for their lack of whatever? is a lost cause. So I give up. I just pray (somewhat half-heartedly) that things will turn out to be better and that I'd stop being such a miscreant. It'd be nice if I could resign from being the Black Sheep of the family and be more like my brothers.

Haha, some depressive shit this has turned out to be. I'm done. Aaahh, let's just have a cheesy somewhat funny song now. Robert Downey Jr. lip syncing Elton John's 'I Want Love'. Ain't a parody, it's the real MV.